1948 Mercury TruckThe first time I can remember meeting "Crazy Wolf" was after a concert in the city. I was still living in "Conservativille" and had gone on one of my trips to the city to get a little refueling and to get a break from "Chaos" (the first wolf in our story). Now, don't forget, "Chaos" was still chewing me to bits ... there was not a day, or night, when he did not come sniffing around looking for some small morsel or bone to gnaw away on. When I met "Crazy Wolf" it was a very entertaining relief from the serious amount of concentration it required to deal with "Chaos". We laughed and talked about the concert, talked about how wonderful it was to experience a whole new kind of relationship with God and could not wait to see what would happen next. At the next event "Crazy Wolf" saw me from across the room and ran over to make sure I met the entire "Crazy Wolf Crew". You see, I learned that this type of wolf runs in loosely undefined packs which allow them to remain committed to their crazy ways and antics feel secure and safe ... while remaining UN-committed to anything that makes them feel like they are losing their freedom. Yet, they are a very fun group of people to go to a concert with... they are so much fun ... they laugh alot, and really loud, they sing and dance and enjoy every part of the concert to the fullest. These "Crazies" as I call them also seem to be able to attend every concert the city has to offer... they are always there, and always happy to be there ... I loved hanging out with the "Crazies" ... they made me laugh ... made me feel less crazy ... made my chaos seem unimportant ... and made every part of life, other than the times spent at concerts, seem less serious ... less stressful ...
Over time I began to notice something about the "Crazy Wolf Crew" ... they were CRAZY!!! They never stopped being crazy ... and because they were crazy all the time ... people, at the concerts, in "Conservativille", in "Charasmatropolis", in the mall, at the coffee shop, ... everybody ... thought they were crazy ... Because they are crazy! These "Crazy Wolves" care only about one thing ... the way they feel ... their feelings run the show ... not just a little bit ... their feelings Completely run their entire life ... If you hurt their feelings in anyway shape or form they will turn on you and make others believe you have become the most unsafe, dangerous person on the planet. These "Crazy Wolves" have worked on the sense of "feeling" so much they can actually feel things that are not real, not there, that do not even exist ... and, they can emote with such pain ans sincerity that they cause others to borrow their offense and feel hurt on thier behalf. These "Crazy Wolves" are committed to only one thing ... Their own freedom ... complete, un-contested, un-realistic, and un-defined freedom... They actually think that no one has the right to impose any requests or parameters on their behavior at all ... and, the second you do, is when the "Wolf" in the "Crazy Wolf" shows up. When "The Crazy Wolf Crew" feel trapped or un-free they will attack ... and will do so with cunning and precision that you would not expect from such a loosely defined and fun loving group ... but, make no mistake about it, they are more dangerous than "Chaos" ... their goal is to end your life not just annoy it.
"Crazy Wolf"
"A picture is worth a thousand words" ... as seen above, "Crazy Wolves" look like fun and seem harmless ... but, note the large teeth, eyes, and ears. These fun loving, thrill seeking mammals have been trained by the cities finest.
Their "big ears" have heard more sermons, inspirational talks, motivational moments and broad observations than any other animal of their kind ... they have lots of information at their disposal ... they invest in tapes, c.d.'s, d.v.d's, books, work books etc. They use this information to protect themselves when they feel attacked ... They have not experienced any of the information they have consumed therefore they are not wise ... just informed ... informed not transformed ... they live to be free and to feel.
Their "big eyes" have seen so many things in the city and they speak with such apparent understanding and experience yet their self proclaimed experience and understanding only serves their own desires to feel and be free ... what they see does not change them or transform them it only encourages them to see more ... they can't even see how their actions effect others.
Their "big teeth" just help them chew you up ... It's their "Big Tongue" that does the most damage. "Crazy Wolves" know how to say things that make others feel like they need to be protected. "Crazy Wolves" use their tongues to cause people to feel as though they are being attacked and endangered ... they sulk, and pout, and become quiet ... when others ask what is wrong they use the cunning tongue to encourage others to speak out on their behalf ... to protect them... to speak out on behalf of the poor, neglected, hurt, ... angry, hungry, selfish "Crazy Wolf" ... and then after causing as much damage and harm as possible ...
They Leave.
Remember, the "Crazy Wolf" is only committed to feelings and freedom and nothing else ... They will never stay in one place, never put down roots and never build for the long haul. Their very nature demands that they keep moving ... they must continue to experience new and higher heights of feelings ... they must find more and free-er freedom. The "Crazy Wolves" never stop ... they will continue to flow through your city concerts and events ... howling at the moon. "Crazy Wolves" scare people, confuse people, and cause non-crazies to experience stress and discomfort to the point that they can only hear the howling wolves and nothing else ... As "Chaos" wears you down and makes your weak ... the "Crazy Wolf" circles, looking like they need a home but, what they really want,
... is a meal ...
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you are a rock star...
My feelings are hurt...
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